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Sunday, April 20, 2003 12:51 p.m.ok ok ok...i have to let it out....i...am a NERD. lets start out with saying this- i think nerds are the coolest people on earth- they make things exciting and fun, and i am glad to admit i am a nerd. there are several types of nerds- anime nerds (-cough- jenny and dannielle), computer junkies, magic card nerds, car nerds- you name it. anyway, im going to let it out. i am a nerd of all mixes. i am in a gaming clan, i love to fix computers, and i love to hack....argh...there you go, now you know the real me. but what would the real world be without these nerds? it would be nothing. there would be no fun, there would be nothing, just a bunch of preps who try to be cooler then eachother through dressing in the newest clothes. WE are what makes this world- we make it a fun place to be in- i mean seriously, who doesnt like talking about their favorite game or anime character? it opens our imaginations into a plethra of new things- it gives us a unique personality, unlike those idiot kids at school that are all about their own gain and politics. sit and think for a moment...are you a nerd? do you have a super highly overactive imagination like me? but when you realize that you are potentially a nerd, then think for a moment again. where would your fun be if you werent a nerd? being a nerd IS where your fun comes from. it gives you more meaning than to just reproduce and die...well...you know...i like being myself- i like being a nerd...and i will not change myself for anyone else. and i wouldnt change reuben or dannielle or jenny at all- they are perfect- in a sense...i make fun of anime, but deep inside i like it...lol. and i like listening to them talk about it, cuz its something they love- and i like seeing my friends happy. although i have no idea who yakamizo is or whatever they said, i know that they know who he is, and they are using the creative sides of their brain- i mean, the anime isnt real, but its fun to talk about what you thinks gonna happen, or how a certain character would react, ect. i dunno...maybe this is all weird to you, but its how i feel. and reuben, dont change- keep on making those rpgs. Dannielle and jenny, talk all you want about anime and listen to all the anime music you want. Dont ever change guys- love u all. (oh maaan im gettin sappy, i'd better go before this gets ugly.)
Sunday, April 20, 2003 08:46 a.m.HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE! ah...a nice morning, i love it. i am actually up early this sunday. sniff...i need a shower.
Saturday, April 19, 2003 10:44 p.m.today was great. i woke up on time, and me, reuben, dannielle, and jenny went to hershey park- it wass soo much fun. they enjoyed listening to my music on the way there and back home. lol. ahhh...we gotta do it again sometime, it was a good break from it all. im thinkin not next saturday but the one after that. i usually dont get sick on rides, but i got really sick today. it was this horrible spinny ride sponsered by horrible giant. anyway, we slowly get to the top, and the fun starts when we all spin the wheel, which in turn spins us, really really fast. and yeah, it was a lotta fun, but my general tso chicken didnt like it at all. suddenly i felt the urge to hurl...and did that stop them from spinning me......i think not. we spun faster and faster and faster...whiteness filled my vision-the taste of the chicken was coming back to me...i thought it was all over...but somehow i didnt barf, and i do not know how i didnt- i mean i felt the general in my throat. well i was glad for that. i had too much fun- i wanted to stay there in hershey with my friends forever...
Tuesday, April 15, 2003 11:37 p.m.wow- what a boring layout i have for my blog. soooooo- i decided to make not only a blog- but a website about me! im almost finished with it. its lookin cool. anyway, what a day i had today. day three that i skipped 8th period without getting caught...how do i do it, you wonder? it is a very complex operation that takes planning...
so lets start from the beginning. Every 8th period i have a study hall, and i see it as a total waste of my life. i mean, why should the school keep me in there, drooling on the desk until the bell rings? it is a totally inefficiency of time. so i figured, heck, im not conforming! im gonna get outa this hellhole and go do something productive! so i spent 7th period planning out my escape. it would be a tough one, as my study hall teacher is mr. kunkel...the one teacher in the school that knows everything....just about everything. so i had to figure out a way to get by him, which proved to be very challenging. I got a pass from another teacher, so i could 'go to' their classroom to study. my palms were sweaty as i walked up to kunkel. thoughts ran through my head "what if he checks if i actually go to this place," "my dad will kill me if i get caught," and "this is such a rush!". well, it worked. i walked out of the hallway and instead of going to the other classroom i sprinted to my car. a rush of joy and adrenaline came over me as i turned the key and pulled out of the parking lot. i made it...i actually made it past the smartest teacher in the entire school! from now on i will be known as the kid who tricked kunkel! but then i thought to myself "he's not stupid, maybe he is letting me go out of pity." -eh, wrong answer. kunkels mind does not work this way- it is full pure one hundred percent evil, and i pray to god he never finds out...it would mean my life.
Another interesting thing happened to me- tell me if this is destiny or not. I met another famous screenwriter and producer! his name is Conrad Karlson and he has been on MTV, he was a ghost in The Sixth Sense, he was the librarian in Killer Instinct, he was a homeless man in fallen, and he has directed a film that is coming out this summer. wow...and he was my substitute teacher! he gave me his card, which has his personal phone number, his email, and his website! i was like freaken out totally! i mean, seriously, this is great. Both producers said they would look over my scripts! im hyperventillating! what an oppurtunity!!!! ah this week is getting better after all...
Monday, April 14, 2003 09:57 a.m.well- im in 3rd period now. 6 out of 8 periods i will be at a computer. i love it. the other two im not at a computer are english and art, two really hard classes. (not) I'm in the tech lab right now working on my website. its coming along well. i thought about a lot of things lately. im confused right now- trying to sort things out. it has to do with relationships. im in a relationship now that just feels empty-i dont think we know how we both feel- like there is not emotion. aye- i need more time to figure things out. i'll add more later- probably sixth period.
Sunday, April 13, 2003 02:21 p.m.well, today has been great so far, and its not near over. I have had a great 'thinking' day. It all started with Reuben, Dannielle, and yes, jenny . But i'm going to write this blog in my own unique, individualistic way. here goes nothing.
hmmm...i have a tendancy to study people- their expressions, there movements, everything about them. i dont know why i analyze people this way- i just do. i have always just watched people- i guess it fascinates me in some way- i think to myself, every single person has hisher own feelings and emotions, everyone thinks a different way. So i have discovered that collectivism in this sense is near impossible to acheive. Collectivism leads to socialism, socialism then ultimately leading to communism, which in essence takes away public thinking. however, it doesnt take away personal thinkink; nothing can take this away. A person can take anything from you, anything that is, except your individuality. No one can take your thoughts away. at one time, hundreds of thoughts run through your brain at one time- test this the next time you look at someone. automatically you eye them over- your brain runs through like a program- you think about their hair, their clothing, times you may have spent with them before, memories come up, ect. It is simply amazing- nothing can compare to the human brain. Unleashed it is the most dangerous weapon of all humanity. It can stop a person in their tracks, it can hold the plans of a weapon of mass destruction, it can hold the code to defusing a bomb or the password to open a computer system. And if one has a mind strong enough, no one can take this information from you- it is yours to hold onto, soley if you wish. That is the importance of a secret- its what makes a secret so special- you have the choice to tell no one- you can hold it and relish it all to yourself, or you can share it with someone you care deeply about. But when if we delve into what is known as collectivism, one shares all of their secrets until they are not secrets anymore- they become common knowlege and are no longer as important as they once more. A perfect example is the atomic bomb. One man held the plans to a weapon so dangerous that it could destroy all of humanity as we know it. But that man fell into collectivism. out of his own self-interest, possibly greed, he gave those plans to the world- and now through this collectivism the planet is a dangerous place to live. Now we have to worry about other countries using this plan to destroy eachother, to start a nuclear holocaust. This is what happens when someone's individualism is stripped from them and they conform the the people around them, like a robot. So as you spend your day, whatever you may be doing, keep in mind that you are your own special person- there is NO ONE that is like you- no one that has your same exact thoughts, no one that feels totally the same way you do. Think about this the next time you want to tell someone a secret- do you want to hold that secret to yourself, or do you want to share it, strip it of its importance. Anyway, i have to go now. I'll update this sometime later, maybe tomorrow, who knows.
Monday, March 31, 2003 05:32 p.m.Well...i think i have this figured out now. I added the time and date to my page. This is kinda fun. Anyway, i'll start on a little information about myself. I am an aspiring movie director. Someday you'll see me in those credits. I have a hugely overactive imagination. blah blah blah. And i warn you all, i am extremely random.
Nothing really interesting happened to me today. But yesterday was different. My girlfriend lives in the city, and everytime i visit her something different happens. As some of us know, the city of Reading had the highest murder rate in the nation last year, and it just so happens that my girlfriend lives there. And i, the prep from wilson high school, decided to take the journey into the city. As i drove my gay blue hyundia accent through the street, i noticed a group of minorities in the middle of the street. I thought to myself, "should i beep my horn and get shot or stop and get shot?" I decided to back outa there quick, cant take any chances you know. So i drive down another street, and low and behold i see a black man lying on the road, apparently he got run over and a crowd was gathering around him. So, i decided to take another street. By this time i was totally lost, slightly scared, and i had to piss like there was no tomorrow. All these things ran through my head, like "what if i stop to pee and i get mugged in the bathroom?" I decided to hold it in and i continued my journey. It was at this time that i found out that mexicans will not stop, even if your car is headed right towards them. I was driving through this alley at about 25 mph and i saw a spanish guy walking from the sidewalk to the other side. I figured he would stop and let me through, but did he? no, he just kept on walking even though my car was about 5 feet away from hitting him.(thank goodness for brakes). After all this i was still totally lost. I decided to ask a few street kids where the street was that she lived on, and beleive it or not it was a block away from me. Needless to say i felt like an idiot walking away with a bunch of little ankle biting soon to be gangsta kids laughing at me, but i shook it off. My girlfriend and i watched the Bourne Identity, and i left. As soon as i got into the car my urge to pee came back. I was halfway home when i decided that there was no way i could hold it. I pulled off to the side of the road on a farmers field and took the longest piss i have ever taken in my entire life (no kidding). It must have lasted at least a minute if thats possible. I made it home safely and as soon as i hit the bed i fell asleep.
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Monday, March 31, 2003 05:26 p.m.Well, this whole "blog" thing is all new to me. I dont fully understand it, but i plan to utilize it in a way to entertain people. Somehow i guess i'm supposed to do that by writing about my experiences, so i might have some troubles. Hmmm....let me see...to start, my name is Zach, and i live in Reading, PA. Im 18 and i enjoy long walks on the beach. heh heh. Im gonna see how this looks now before i add more.
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